Rock & Roll #33

I woke up at night
All sweaty and cold
It started to sink in
I am 33 years old
And so 'Good bye' my bottle
And 'Hello' my Jesus
I am trying so hard
So please, please, please!

Come play with me
Stand by my side
And whisper in my ear
That I am all right
Forget-me-not
Right by the lake
And most important
Bring me the cake, cake, cake!

My heart is beating
I am full of hope
The clock is ticking
At night it glows
And there is empty bottle
Spinning my world
Hello Jesus!
I am 33 years old, 33 years old, 33 years old!

Idea

I am in love with idea
Of being in love with idea
You are in love with idea
Of being the goddess of love

I leave your apartment at night
Full of hope and fear
You lay down naked
Look at the ceiling and cry

I am in love with idea
Of thinking of you as idea
You are in love with idea
That you are as real as I

I never smoke again
I haven't called you in years
You lay down naked
Look at the ceiling and cry

I am in love with idea
Of thinking of love as idea
You are in love with idea
Of constantly thinking of love

I cannot sleep anymore
I live outside of your window
You lay down naked
Look at the ceiling and cry

2046

One day you encounter motion
Purely motionless beauty
She's fixed and you are suspended
She's bright and you are mature

Eternity smiles through tears
You clap with one hand to amuse her
She is amused, but unshaken
By your complicated rhymes

But things evidently work out
Her strikingly naked body
Is testament to all your methods
To wisdom of ruthless chasing

The game is paused for a moment
You both are full and empty
Filled with the joy and tears
In room number 2046

The train of love headed south
And soon there'll be nothing but ashes
Scattered through new love and hopes
Lonely, forever lonely